Only my tumblr peeps get the chance to see this.
All my life I’ve dreamed about being a wife and a mom. I would play house and it was just something I desired at a young age.
As time went by I had a few serious relationships.. They didn’t work out. It was just heartbreaking. Thinking what was wrong with me? Thinking I’ll never get my hearts desire. (Let me just say I don’t regret anyone or anything from my past. I learned a lot. I made some changes. I saw what I wanted and didn’t want. I knew I had to fix done stuff.. It all happened for a reason.)
I needed to just focus on myself. I needed up fall in love with Christ. He was what I needed.. Then, now, ALWAYS! I was learning to love myself. I was accepting just being alone. Growing myself.
Growing with God.
Growing as a person.
Growing to be that wife I desired to be..
Well it’s happening. Gods timing is ALWAYS better. It took me time to realize it. I wasn’t ready back then to take this step. Now I’m engaged with my best friend.
Excited to see this journey of ours.
Him GOD me.
Focusing on God!